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The Soundtrack to Agony

by Alex Fletcher

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1.
Eurofighter 04:07
The seat of power is never where we're sitting down The eleventh hour is where I know we're headed now And they say... Break! with tradition, because nothing in this world is for free Stop! or we take away the future cos' you just can't agree Stop believing in the European show We are dreaming if we think they'll let us go And they say... Stop! Don't you realise if you leave us then you leave us to fate. Stop! The future we decided is not up for debate
2.
Arab Watch 05:46
While we sit and celebrate the fact Britain is good but not great* somewhere in an Arab state people are dying for the sake of democracy. Fighting the artillery of a military controlled by despotic tyranny, while we sit on our hands in safe, celebratory lands, and wave our flags at passing river cruises; without caring who wins or loses the endless sick, battle of rhetoric. I know, I know, I've slipped out of your comfort zone; away from home. Rhetoric? you say. Didn't we take a holiday there, sometime in the seventies? You, me, and the Allegro? Wasn't it somewhere in Montenegro? Just before the start of the war that broke that land apart? Despite the digression you make a valid point. Authoritarian aggression puts my nose out of joint. And on that occasion, as now, there was no invasion, but inner strife and disintegration of public order. Fueled by government forces, and guns passing across the border. So while we sit at luncheon and rely on diplomacy to function, children lay dying, with throats slit from ear to ear. With a scream we try not to hear. In a land we can't hope to steer.
3.
You gotta sing Just so you can begin You gotta win Cuz winning's the thing Don't give up without a fight You're the best Just forgot about the rest You're the one Nobody's doing what you've done Don't give up without a fight You're so hot They want to know just what you got Got the lot Now your load is all but shot You gotta sing Just so you can begin You gotta win Cuz winning's the thing Don't give up without a fight Don't give up without a fight Don't give up without a fight Don't give up without a fight
4.
I send you money but never flowers I know it's not the way to give We talk on messenger for hours but we just talk, we never live I know you're just another ingenue but I'm almost afraid to say it's through You want to be my never-say-never girl You want to love a man from the western world I know that my situation mirrors the things you describe to me every day All men could be murderers or killers you couldn't care less unless they're gay I know things are always gonna' stay the same and you know we're always gonna' play this game You want to be my once and forever girl You want to hurt a man from the western world I know I can never say goodbye to you but if I don't I don't know what I'm gonna' do You want to be my ever-steady-ready girl Come and make a fool of the western world
5.
Begin Again 04:50
When you're young you don't believe in age You don't care unless it's not the rage You live your life for now, but don't forget... ..it will begin again..who knows where it will end? Cos' nobody can tell you what to do and nothing said can ever get to you You think the world was made for you, and yet.. ..it all begins again..tell me when's it gonna' end... You touch the sky before you've been below You tell lies about the things you know There's no end in sight but don't forget... ..it all begins again..who knows where it may end? Cos' nobody can ever bring you down Your feet are never gonna' touch the ground You think today is all there is and yet... ..it all begins again..tell me, when's it gonna' end?
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And God created man And God created woman And soon enought they found they had nothing at all in common One cared about the penis One cared about the heart And soon they find presence of mind will tear them both apart She needs cash to build on a heart already started But he knows he can't belong to a life already martyred to love and to the children a stitch upon a suture that can't repair the obvious tear ripped into their future. He treads upon a spider She's frightened by a fly Nothing can bring them closer than Earth may be to sky She drives him slowly crazy takes the shortest route from one state to another from ignorance to brute They started out so happy He thought he'd found his match Setting fire to his desire but then he found a catch She longed for many children He lusted after her But impediment to a settlement was likely to occur And soon enough he drifted like icebergs in a floe back to where he started to what he used to know He knew that she'd be crying her heart upon her sleeve How could he give up trying? How could he make her grieve? Inside this human bubble they saw only one another There was no escape for them no shelter and no cover But in the wider world at large it doesn't really matter when hearts that once were brought so close fly suddenly ascatter And even now they carry on in spite of all the danger with a person they once knew now wedded to a stranger There is no dream no hope or faith or God in his regalior No, nothing but the world exists for hearts that now know failure.
8.
Snap your fingers I give in. Try to change me from within. But I can't be moved. I'm stuck where you found me. You can't make me what I can't be. Do you know just what you have done? You even make me hate the sun. I thought if we should part then I would feel bereft. But after all this what is left? You say minus I say plus. So don't call or make a fuss. I won't live the future you have made for me. You need a man but it's not me.
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10.
Anybody can turn you on; It's a marathon, just for kicks. Buff and tall-in-the-saddle types, bringing kleenex wipes for their drips. You can bring me to life, you can make my heart sing. You can bring me to life, make me do anything. It doesn't matter where you are; prostrate in a car, or at home. All the men want to fill you in, while you're talking sin on the phone. You can bring me to life, cos' you know what to say. You can bring me to life, chase the daylight away. You're queen of the prom they say; now you're far away from your school. What would mummy and daddy do if they could see you, little fool? You can bring me to life, with the things that you do. You can bring me to life, you can make me love you.

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"This album was recorded using an Acoustic Solutions Keyboard, usually played live into the microphone of an ageing Panasonic digital video camera, and sometimes played through an equally ageing 'B.B Blaster' 10W Amplifier (again recorded using the DV). My voice is also recorded live in this fashion. The various tracks were converted from video to Mp3 files and then aligned and edited (with the addition of reverb, echo, etc) on Audacity 2.0. Electronic tones were also produced using Audacity's built-in Tone Generator - for that Silver Apples feel. Some of you may be wondering why I don't use a proper microphone. The obvious answer to this is 'lack of funds' and the second answer is 'the technology I have is too primitive to make proper use of such things' - but the day will come".

"Lyrically I've oscillated between spoken word treatises on modern warfare, and singing about personal thoughts and issues. I don't subscribe to the notion that an artist is purely about politics. That's a post-punk ideology, and sometimes it ignores the contradictions, and also the emotion and imagination, of the individual. It's perfectly possible to make a joke one moment and be serious the next. We manage this every day in our daily lives, but sometimes struggle to put this across in the most directly communicative form of art there is. Whether this be truth or fantasy on my part, so it stands".

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released October 19, 2012

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